Monday, April 6, 2009

AT LEAST THIS WAY... YOU’RE STILL MINE

Poem composed April 5, 2009

Others may differently say
But I like you just that way
I do not see who is physically better
For it is the inner heart that matters

I find both tranquility and purity
In that gentle heart full of sincerity
As if a child so innocent and true
Makes me wish I were with you

Yet I wouldn’t know what to do
When I really do meet you
My lips in silence might be tight
Or I might just run off and hide

I am so lost and confused
What I feel I don’t understand
Nothing happened I should pretend
Oh please let this feeling be diffused!

I can’t repress this feeling
But yet I can’t overcome it either
Stuck in between believing & denying
In this mess like a flower I wither

Looking at your picture, as the closest to you I can get
I find the shadow of my first love when we first met
And I had hoped you would complete it as the last
Yet you are merely another repetition of the past

Thus so let me just run away freely
To the furthest corner the earth can set
Hide and confine me in the dark alley
Beneath the shady shelter of the sunset

Let me vanish like the midnight vapor
Tossed away like salt in raging waves
Let the burning fire of passion devour
Let the raging storm of confusion raves

At least this way… You’re still mine

Some of us run away when we like someone because the heart is not ready to face reality; the potentiality of being rejected... Sometimes it's better to run off and hide because this way one can keep the person close to the heart and mind... till one day... that person has found another one and in one relieving exhale... we can finally let the person go...

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