Consoling a broken-hearted brother via facebook status comments...
AT
Is watching the skies longingly, eventhough the breezy Thursday morning sky is calling, has yet to set the wings to spread
JH
What's the use of staring longingly
Thinking of those 'if only's
When by the end of the day you are still lonely?
Set your heart to fly free
As high as it can be
For only then will you see
That there will be another she
The best that there ever will be
Waiting for you to come faithfully
Praying for you to see
Waiting for you to include her when you say 'we'
So from all this torment chose to flee
Saturday, June 20, 2009
THE GRAY WEDNESDAY
Commentary Poem composed on June 17, 2009 in consolation of a broken-hearted brother at facebook status commentary
AT is claiming a gray Wednesday
JH
When the sky is gray
Its time to look up to the sky and say
That this will only last for the day
Tommorrow comes the sun's ray
That will brighten a new way
The road to freedom you must lay
And keep sorrow far at the bay
Faith hope love is the only price to pay
So choose to go along with the game play
AT
But when with love we pay,
Our heart we waste away,
With faith and hope we pay,
If things turn the bad way,
Sorrow and despair we lay,
On the next beautiful day,
When come the mighty sun's ray,
That would have brighten the new day,
Would have never come my way,
If I chose to go along the game Venus lay.
JH
This is a recycle from what I wrote as fb comment on my friend's note... And what I am trying to say is that perhaps you should revise the way you play the game? Coz like it or not there exist such game...
It has always been the same
Since creation there has been such game
This is something that will never get lame
The key is that your emotion you must tame
The winner has always been the one who can control emotion
and the ones who stand firm on reason
Instead of falling deep into one sided relationship imagination
and foolishly let oneself be trapped in empty blind devotion
Being trapped in a one sided situation is indeed fake
It's like falling in love only for love's sake
A wise decision for the long term future one has to make
For a true meaningful relationship is all about give and take
JH
Unconditional love is the way
Where the cost of what we pay
Will never be wasted away
Rather is merely the seeds we lay
Coz come that one fine day
At the ending of the play
We shall reap the harvest and say
It is worth every cent of the way
Then the sky will no longer be gray
Instead under the sun's ray
Will be matrimony at a Bali bay
AT
But thing is, trapped in love, I am not,
Caught in the game I am not,
Rather being in this situation is where I rot,
Where living a lie I should not,
Yet telling myself I am wrong I have not,
When whether I am right or wrong, I know not,
For where to go, what to do next, I know not.
This pitiful situation to my life I have brought,
Taken and given away when I should not,
Is how I ended up here where I should not,
When a casanova I am not,
These games exist to torture me or not,
To teach me to better myself or not,
I know not.
JH
Trapped in love... then avoid
Caught in the game... Then unknot
In the situation do not rot
Coz living a lie will only make you feel void
Telling yourself wrong, you should not
Whether you are right or wrong, deep down you know a lot
Where to go, what to do next, for now think not
This pitiful situation you have fought
Taken and given away are just gambling slots
These games exist to torture not
But to teach you to better yourself in a lesson you should sought
AT
These things you tell me to do not,
Are the aftermath of life I walked,
Time and time again I learn not,
In this suffering and agony I always rot,
Chose this way I did, like it I do not,
To tell me not to be sensitive and caring I cannot,
To love conditionally I will not,
To love unconditionally I have been taught,
To find the balance I have not,
To treat an angel poorly I cannot.
For wanting to be worse I sought not,
Whether better love awaits me I know not,
But to be ignorant and uncaring I cannot,
When I meet an angel that made the knots,
That strangled my heart to slowly rot,
Whether they are angels of venus I know not.
Sad is it not, when venus' angels sought me not,
Free me from this prison they have not,
In this prison I shall roost,
the prison that I myself locked,
To keep me from the angels that tied knots,
So when venus's angels finally sought,
Keep my venus's wings from soaring I shall not.
JH
Okay then in the drama of being rocked and locked in the taut knot that you sought to be caught instead of learing the lesson being taught which by the way you seem to like a lot, feel free to just rot... Your sister is here...
AT
Dear sister of mine, whose wisdom of words always exceed ur humble brother, like I say, this path, chose I did, like it I do not, but to take different path I cannot, and know not. Be there u should, before I commited the fatal sins of love. But alas, now you only appear when its the time for redemption when salvation is yet to be seen.
Pray tell, when will that angel of venus find me
When I shall give her the key
To the prison I locked myself in
For I longed to be free
To spread my venus' wings
Soaring on the sky
On the day u prophecize,
When the sun's ray shine always
AT is claiming a gray Wednesday
JH
When the sky is gray
Its time to look up to the sky and say
That this will only last for the day
Tommorrow comes the sun's ray
That will brighten a new way
The road to freedom you must lay
And keep sorrow far at the bay
Faith hope love is the only price to pay
So choose to go along with the game play
AT
But when with love we pay,
Our heart we waste away,
With faith and hope we pay,
If things turn the bad way,
Sorrow and despair we lay,
On the next beautiful day,
When come the mighty sun's ray,
That would have brighten the new day,
Would have never come my way,
If I chose to go along the game Venus lay.
JH
This is a recycle from what I wrote as fb comment on my friend's note... And what I am trying to say is that perhaps you should revise the way you play the game? Coz like it or not there exist such game...
It has always been the same
Since creation there has been such game
This is something that will never get lame
The key is that your emotion you must tame
The winner has always been the one who can control emotion
and the ones who stand firm on reason
Instead of falling deep into one sided relationship imagination
and foolishly let oneself be trapped in empty blind devotion
Being trapped in a one sided situation is indeed fake
It's like falling in love only for love's sake
A wise decision for the long term future one has to make
For a true meaningful relationship is all about give and take
JH
Unconditional love is the way
Where the cost of what we pay
Will never be wasted away
Rather is merely the seeds we lay
Coz come that one fine day
At the ending of the play
We shall reap the harvest and say
It is worth every cent of the way
Then the sky will no longer be gray
Instead under the sun's ray
Will be matrimony at a Bali bay
AT
But thing is, trapped in love, I am not,
Caught in the game I am not,
Rather being in this situation is where I rot,
Where living a lie I should not,
Yet telling myself I am wrong I have not,
When whether I am right or wrong, I know not,
For where to go, what to do next, I know not.
This pitiful situation to my life I have brought,
Taken and given away when I should not,
Is how I ended up here where I should not,
When a casanova I am not,
These games exist to torture me or not,
To teach me to better myself or not,
I know not.
JH
Trapped in love... then avoid
Caught in the game... Then unknot
In the situation do not rot
Coz living a lie will only make you feel void
Telling yourself wrong, you should not
Whether you are right or wrong, deep down you know a lot
Where to go, what to do next, for now think not
This pitiful situation you have fought
Taken and given away are just gambling slots
These games exist to torture not
But to teach you to better yourself in a lesson you should sought
AT
These things you tell me to do not,
Are the aftermath of life I walked,
Time and time again I learn not,
In this suffering and agony I always rot,
Chose this way I did, like it I do not,
To tell me not to be sensitive and caring I cannot,
To love conditionally I will not,
To love unconditionally I have been taught,
To find the balance I have not,
To treat an angel poorly I cannot.
For wanting to be worse I sought not,
Whether better love awaits me I know not,
But to be ignorant and uncaring I cannot,
When I meet an angel that made the knots,
That strangled my heart to slowly rot,
Whether they are angels of venus I know not.
Sad is it not, when venus' angels sought me not,
Free me from this prison they have not,
In this prison I shall roost,
the prison that I myself locked,
To keep me from the angels that tied knots,
So when venus's angels finally sought,
Keep my venus's wings from soaring I shall not.
JH
Okay then in the drama of being rocked and locked in the taut knot that you sought to be caught instead of learing the lesson being taught which by the way you seem to like a lot, feel free to just rot... Your sister is here...
AT
Dear sister of mine, whose wisdom of words always exceed ur humble brother, like I say, this path, chose I did, like it I do not, but to take different path I cannot, and know not. Be there u should, before I commited the fatal sins of love. But alas, now you only appear when its the time for redemption when salvation is yet to be seen.
Pray tell, when will that angel of venus find me
When I shall give her the key
To the prison I locked myself in
For I longed to be free
To spread my venus' wings
Soaring on the sky
On the day u prophecize,
When the sun's ray shine always
Friday, June 12, 2009
LEAVES FALLING
Haiku composed on June 12, 2009
Leaves falling
Falling, she leaves...
This is my first Haiku, it's about a girl who has just found out that the guy she likes is just not really into her... crushed and broken hearted in the midst of falling leaves (nature that illustrates and paints the picture of her emotion), falling (broken hearted) she finally leaves. The play of word is on the word 'leaves' which is both used as a noun and verb. This haiku is dedicated to her who is feeling the acute pain in her heart like a piercing jabbing stab. She said she feels like the knive is being twisted around inside her heart and when she is walking, she feels like she is gliding on the surface. She promised me that she will ignore the guy for good and set him free at the same time set herself free as well...
Leaves falling
Falling, she leaves...
This is my first Haiku, it's about a girl who has just found out that the guy she likes is just not really into her... crushed and broken hearted in the midst of falling leaves (nature that illustrates and paints the picture of her emotion), falling (broken hearted) she finally leaves. The play of word is on the word 'leaves' which is both used as a noun and verb. This haiku is dedicated to her who is feeling the acute pain in her heart like a piercing jabbing stab. She said she feels like the knive is being twisted around inside her heart and when she is walking, she feels like she is gliding on the surface. She promised me that she will ignore the guy for good and set him free at the same time set herself free as well...
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
THE SAME LAME GAME TO TAME
Commentary Poem composed on June 6, 2009 (In response to a friend's fb note)
It has always been the same
Since creation there has been such game
This is something that will never get lame
The key is that your emotion you must tame
The winner has always been the one who can control emotion
and the ones who stand firm on reason
Instead of falling deep into 'if' imagination
and foolishly let oneself be trapped in empty blind devotion
Being trapped in an 'If' situation is indeed fake
It's like falling in love only for love's sake
A wise decision for the long term future one has to make
For a true meaningful relationship is all about give and take
It has always been the same
Since creation there has been such game
This is something that will never get lame
The key is that your emotion you must tame
The winner has always been the one who can control emotion
and the ones who stand firm on reason
Instead of falling deep into 'if' imagination
and foolishly let oneself be trapped in empty blind devotion
Being trapped in an 'If' situation is indeed fake
It's like falling in love only for love's sake
A wise decision for the long term future one has to make
For a true meaningful relationship is all about give and take
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
NO LONGER YOUR STRANGER
Poem composed on June 1, 2009
Summer is here to finally take over
And long gone is the wind of winter
At the end of the chill breeze of spring
Everywhere… flowers are blooming
In the morning the birds are chirping
At night the stars above are twinkling
Along with the warm coming of summer
The way you look at me is now so tender
Perhaps it was the chime of fate
That seems to say it’s never too late
To have lost and then be found again
In a path that crossed again and again
It was such a joyful pleasant surprise
To once again look deep into your eyes
I must have caught a lucky falling star
For you to have noticed me from afar
The ice for sure has melted away
When beside me… you stayed!
My heart is blooming to discover
That I am no longer your stranger
Summer is here to finally take over
And long gone is the wind of winter
At the end of the chill breeze of spring
Everywhere… flowers are blooming
In the morning the birds are chirping
At night the stars above are twinkling
Along with the warm coming of summer
The way you look at me is now so tender
Perhaps it was the chime of fate
That seems to say it’s never too late
To have lost and then be found again
In a path that crossed again and again
It was such a joyful pleasant surprise
To once again look deep into your eyes
I must have caught a lucky falling star
For you to have noticed me from afar
The ice for sure has melted away
When beside me… you stayed!
My heart is blooming to discover
That I am no longer your stranger
KINI KU MENGERTI
Poem composed May 30, 2009
Kini kusadari…
Kini ku mengerti…
Kau bukanlah milikku
Ku siap membebaskanmu...
Tiada yang harus disesali
Tiada yang harus ditangisi
Ini yang terbaik tuk kita berdua
Kan kurelakan segalanya…
Kini dia telah kembali ke sisimu
Senyumnya begitu melekat dihatimu
Isak tangisnya menyegarkan batinmu
Ku sadari ku tak bisa lagi denganmu
Terbanglah bebas kasihku
Ku ingin yang terbaik untukmu
Ku yakin ku kan lupakan dirimu
Selamat tinggal sayangku…
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