Poem composed on March 8, 2009
When I have served You so well?
Please release me from this conviction
And I shall gracefully bid You farewell
You created me but yet You forget that I have a heart
That I should comply to Your so called better will
But my desires and dreams You don’t intend to fulfill
Gosh, You really know how to make my life hard!
You elevated and regarded me as Your Angel
Yet You hold me by the neck in a strangle
You took away every single thing I hold dear
And told me to constantly be obedient in fear
I spent most of my evenings occupied in prayer
Then why are You still putting me in torturous fire
When You clearly know that I have nowhere to go
You want me to stoop down, but for how low?
You clearly know how much I love you
The deepest part of my spirit You see
Yet still You withdraw Yourself from me
Are You then about to destroy me too?
You gave me the name: Faith Sojourner
Towards Your calling I have worked my bone
After those years, I am disappointed to discover
That You have tossed me and left me all alone
I feel much better... I know God is always there for me, I'm just cranky, I'm entitled one day to be a Bitch every month so am taking it just as if an employee were to take a leave...
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