Sunday, March 29, 2009

FROM MASTER MINE REFRAIN

Poem composed on March 27, 2009

Butterflies in my tummy fluttering about
Sudden constriction of the heart
Eyes dropping low and lips curling into a pout
Eventually breathing becomes hard

If seeing leads to believing

And believing leads to pain
Then let me keep denying
For I cannot bear being thus slain

He had his arms wrapped around her

In a playful nudge she leaned close
Securely nestling herself in his shoulder
Tempting me to act out a violent shove

Not that I normally have such short fuse

But seeing how his heart is already taken
I could neither help feeling so forsaken
Nor accept that I am the girl he refused…

Still… accepting reality I am reluctant
For we did have something for each other
Yet it is written that we could not be together
Towards such destiny I am still indignant

Looking at your smile and hers too
Smiling lines that match and merge as one
United in a mutual wish that shall be done
Combined in a nuptial bliss, no longer as two

Save me from this asthma attack
Release me from this acute pain
My heart could no longer hold back
So please from master mine refrain

I always knew that this day would arrive
And letting you go I always try to strive
But I never thought it would be today
Where goodbye is the only thing I have to say

This poem is an excessive emotional outburst coming from a girl who likes a guy and one fine day she saw a picture of him with another girl. They weren’t hugging or anything, but leaning close to each other to get that snapshot, but being a girl… of course her mind wanders wildly and vivid imagination starts visiting… She knows she has to forget and let the guy go, but her heart feels like shoving the girl away and saying: "FROM MASTER MINE REFRAIN"

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